Closet case for now

Well I have 2 dirty little secrets, but I cannot share them with you. At least not for now anyway. My mind has been totally absorbed by these 2 secrets for the last week, and I need to talk about it to someone.

The first one is fertility related and I cannot really tell you anymore than that, except that we are very excited. There have been no rash decisions made or anything, and No, we are not adopting, but at least I have hope on my side again. In a few days or so fear and worry will also show up, but I cannot elaborate on what is going on until we have a final decision. Will keep you guys posted though. I promise you will be the first to know!

The second is a possible business venture, which is not fertility related but is baby related in a way. We (a good friend and I) are still looking into it and it is still in the distant future, so no heavy lifting being done at the moment, but it is very exciting to be pondering a career change and also very scary if you start to think of all the risks involved. There still is a lot of research we need to do and quite a few calculations and budgeting, and then we'll have to see if it is a viable business opportunity. I am however very excited about it and I would love to be doing this, so lets hope it all works out.

We are off to the in-laws tonight for brother in-law's birthday dinner. Need I say more..

Today is also the day we planned on scheduling my c-section, so I have been thinking a lot about Hayleigh today, but in a good way.