Thursday, April 30, 2009

This is starting to piss me off

I think I might be having a psychological pregnancy or whatever you call it.
My body is throwing all these signals and symptoms at me. I had the sore and tingling boobs again last night and throughout this morning and I even felt nauseous when I had to eat toast for breakfast. All this I could still handle by just ignoring it. The about an hour ago,I started having these tiny little twinges in my nether regions. Exactly the same kind I got with both previous pregnancies. I know you all are thinking BFP, but no, still a BFN. And I know you are going to say go for a beta,but I'm going to say, no, I'll wait it out. But, Mandy you are going to go crazy! Yes, I know, but I cannot afford to go for bloods today, because it's stock take again and I am very bussssyyyy, and if I go I will be sitting here for 3 hours doing absolutely NOTHING except staring at my phone. And then I will have to act all nonchalantly when the lab lady calls to say BFN. And also I don't think I can handle a BFP while at work. Not today.

3 comments:

  1. Oh Mandy, I can hear the frustration in your writing, and I'd be damn frustrated too.

    Not sure if it will help but my HPT's showed negatives all the way until my 2nd beta.

    Hope either way you get an answer soon. Suspense is killing me, so I can only imagine what it is doing to you..

    Keep us posted.

    Zeu

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  2. I'm hoping you get good news my friend!

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  3. Oh Mandy. That does all sound good, but I can imagine how pissed off you mst be, because you cant actualy do anything about it hey?!

    I AM HOPING FOR THE BEST MY FRIEND!!!

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